I spent the whole day in my room. I am bored. sad. lonely. I feel pretty fucked up right now. And watching "one more chance" didn't help. I wish I had another chance with you... Yeah, I had three and a half years and I didn't do anything grand to make you stay. I SHOULD LET YOU GO. I SHOULD MOVE ON. You don't know how many times I say that to myself every fucking day. I wish my heart would listen because I'm so tired. SO tired.
I still love you, Teng. Every bit of my mind, heart and soul...
Dammit.
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I didn't erase my old blog when you asked me to. I just couldn't throw it away.
http://arrhythmic.heart.tabulas.com/
Sorry.
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