Selective amnesia.

I'm so scared to look at the newsfeed because I might see something about you.. I'm so scared because you've hurt me so much.. I'm so scared because I know you're happy without me... I just want you out of my system. I want to forget you.. I just want to forget you.

Bad Luck.

I'm always stuck with a lyin', cheatin' slut.. damn.. I think it's a curse.. How could you say you love me and start dating someone else?????? Do you even think before you speak??? Bitch. Girls are bitches.. They always break my heart.. Maybe it's time to change teams. Gawd, I hate this.. I hate my life.. I don't want to take crap from anyone anymore..

Once again. I lost.
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I remember the first time
You said you loved me
I waited all weekend
You never called me

So you find him attractive
So what if he is
You'd like some excitement
We could go to St. Kitts

So it goes
On and on
My love grows
And yours is gone

A lonely existence
Well it's just a lie
If there is a reason
I'd like to know why

Something I want you to know
I've told you this once before
Don't want you to see him no more

Once again
You've let me down
Broke my heart
And turned me round

There's a light in the darkness
It doesn't seem far
There's something the matter
That's brought us ajar

The plane goes down
Will not land
Pilot's dead
Nowhere to be found

So Many Firsts

For 3 weeks now I'm here in Seattle. I'm loving it here especially the club scene in Capitol Hill. So many firsts for me last night.. LOL. Let me share...

My First Time To...
1. Go to a club.
2. Go to a GAY club.
3. Dance with so many lesbians.
4. Dance with a white girl.
5. Kiss/makeout in public.
6. Kiss strangers.
7. Kiss a white girl.

I just love kissing people when I'm drunk. Hahahaha..

Love you asian girl! Oh yeah you with the short skirt...

I'll see you again... and I won't let you go.