Kryptonite

I opened my eyes and looked around. She's not here. And I feel like cutting myself just to make sure this isn't a bad dream. I'm scared because she might forget about me. She might forget that I'm here, patiently waiting, patiently loving her. What if she finds someone else? I feel sick just thinking about it.

Can someone save Superman?

I am about to press that self-destruct button again.


In 3.... 2.... 1....

Why does it always rain on me?

8 hours and counting...

I wonder when I will see you again.

My heart is breaking...

With or without you.

Schatz... Love me.

Please.
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Superman can't fly without you.

I love you, Schatz.

J rules my world.

Sad.

"Funny how your eyes keep wandering everytime I speak of deeper things. My love has no walls, it has no strings. So if you want to go, if you want to leave... But when you're ready, come be with me. I don't want to be angry anymore so speak your truth now even if it hurts... because your silence has been whispering that you're still looking and it's not for me. When you're ready, when you're ready, when you're ready... come be with me." -Bird York

All I Want is You.

I love you.

I am in love with you.

The words you don't want to hear from me.

The words you still want to hear from her.


You don't know how hard it is to not beg for your love.

To not say...

Please choose me.

Please love me.


I'm stronger than what you think.

Because I'm loving you unconditionally.

I'm loving you even if your heart still belongs to someone else.

I'm loving you even if you're still hoping that someday she'll come back.


Tell me...

Who's weak now?

August Blues

Only when the goal is unattainable
do I start to feel like I'm losing myself
and this deep secret
that hasn't come out yet
is buried down deep with the rest

I can't coerce you into this one
Jealousy lay all your spells to bed
I'll choose unloved instead

If only songs were sung
to guide the doubtful ones
beyond the rough
where not as much is good enough
Oh, if you find yourself
amongst the lonely ones
I'll be waiting here with open arms

I can't coerce you into this one
Jealousy lay all your spells to bed

I'll choose unloved instead...

-- UNATTAINABLE, Little Joy

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Better if you'd never feel the same for me.

One Month.

I need you
Is all that I can say
But deep inside of me
You'll know I want you more each day
But time won't let me have the chance
So I've got to see you even at a glance

I know, it's hard for you to see
Exactly how much you mean to me
Since it's just a one way street
And I'm the only one who's on it
No one knows the way but me

I love you can't you hear me
Oh can't you please see through me
Oh babe I need your love so badly
It's no lie so please believe me
In my heart you'll see the real me
You just gotta give me a chance

Well since I got that off my chest
All I need to let you know
Is I really did my best
Keep this feeling inside
But there's just no place to hide
So please be my love

I love you can't you hear me
Oh can't you please see through me
Oh babe I need your love so badly
It's no lie so please believe me
In my heart you'll see the real me
You just gotta give me a chance

Give me a chance...

-- GIVE ME A CHANCE

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I think I'm in love with you, J.