Caffeine and Jell-o Happy.

I'm a certified sleepyhead.

But with you I can stay up late talking about anything and everything.

You make me happy.

You're really something, J.

Keep it up. :)

Be Still My Heart.

"Let down your guard just a little... I'll keep you safe in these arms of mine... Hold onto me, pretty baby. You will see I can be all you need if you stay... Won't you save room for my love?"

Yes, I'm addicted to you. :)

*Another chapter begins.........

Song of the Day

Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize
Don't patronize me...

'Cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't...

I'll close my eyes and then I won't see
The love you don't feel when you're holding me
Morning will come, and I'll do what's right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight

And I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
And here in the dark in these final hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no, you won't
And I can't make you love me
If you don't...

-- I CAN'T MAKE YOU LOVE ME, Bonnie Raitt

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Wondering how long this will last...

The Sweetest Voice

"..Touch me, it's so easy to leave me. All alone with the memory of my days in the sun. If you touch me, you'll understand what happiness is.." -Grizabella, Cats

I watched Cats last night with my family. It was good but Lea Salonga was great. I've never heard her sing live before. Her voice was breathtaking. I just sat there, watching and listening in total awe. I heart her.

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I remember when you used to sing for me, when I used to watch your competitions. The promise of your songs, how you made me feel them. I miss that feeling. I miss you. I know you're happy with her. I know she takes good care of you. I'm happy for you... truly, sincerely.

Sometimes I just wish I'm the one who's making you happy.


No more talk of darkness,
Forget these wide-eyed fears
I'm here, nothing can harm you
my words will warm and calm you
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears.
I'm here with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you...

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime
Say you need me with you now and always
Promise me that all you say is true
that's all I ask of you...

Let me be your shelter
let me be your light
You're safe, no one will find you
your fears are far behind you...

All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night
and you, always beside me, to hold me and to hide me...

Then say you'll share with me
one love, one lifetime
let me lead you from your solitude
Say you need me with you here, beside you...
anywhere you go, let me go too
that's all I ask of you...

Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime...
say the word and I will follow you...
Share each day with me,
each night, each morning...

Say you love me...

You know I do...

Love me, that's all I ask of you
Anywhere you go let me go too
Love me, that's all I ask of you...

-- ALL I ASK OF YOU, The Phantom of the Opera

Because I Care About You.

When the road gets dark
And you can no longer see
Just let my love throw a spark
And have a little faith in me
And when the tears you cry
Are all you can believe
Just give these loving arms a try
And have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

And when your secret heart
Cannot speak so easily
Come here darling, from a whisper start
And have a little faith in me
And when your back's against the wall
Just turn around and you, you will see
I will catch you, I will catch your fall
Just have a little faith in me

Have a little faith in me
Have a little faith in me

'Cause I've been loving you, for such a long, long time
Expecting nothing in return
Just for you to have a little faith in me
You see time, time is our friend
'Cause for us, there is no end
And all you gotta do, is have a little faith in me
I will hold you up, I will hold you up
And your love, gives me strength enough to
Have a little faith in me
Hey hey

All you gotta do for me girl
Is have a little faith in me...

- HAVE A LITTLE FAITH IN ME, John Hiatt

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I can be your Superman, always there to save the day. :)

Falling in Love at a Coffee Shop

"If I didn’t know you, I'd rather not know... If I couldn’t have you, I'd rather be alone..."


I'm going all in.

Hey, Soul Sister.

Finally...

A girl after my own heart.

She is wonderful.

She makes me happy.

I'll make her happy.

We'll be happy.

We'll be. :)

Surfer Girl

It's been only a couple of days since I met her and she's already turning my world upside down. She makes me smile a lot that not even an 8-hour long CABG could make me sad.

I hope you'll stay, J.
I can make you whole again.

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J: Baka maaddict ka sa 'kin ha.
T: Feeling ka, alam mo? Haha..
J: Hindi nga.. Lahat sila naaaddict sa kin.
T: *pauses* Shet, oo nga. Baka maaddict ako sa 'yo.