J is beautiful.

Her eyes, her eyes, make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair, falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know, when I compliment her she won't believe me
And it's so sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok, I say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful, and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know, I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know I'll say

When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are
And when you smile, the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing, just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face, there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing, just the way you are....

---JUST THE WAY YOU ARE, Bruno Mars
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I'll never get tired of saying this...

"You're beautiful, J."

My Song

You are the song
Playing so softly in my heart
I reach for you
You seem so near yet so far
I hope and I pray
You'll be with me someday
I know down inside
You are mine & I'm your true love
Or am I dreaming...

How can I
Each time I try to say goodbye
You were there
You look my way I touch the sky
We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song

I know for sure
That we were meant to fall in love
I look in your eyes
I know what you're thinking of
I try not to say
The words that might scare you away
I know down inside
You are mine & I'm your true love
Please, no more dreaming...

How can I
Each time I try to say goodbye
You were there
You look my way I touch the sky
We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song

Maybe we can last until forever
And I know that we can make it through
With you in my heart, in my soul, you're my love
You're my song

You are my song

We can share tomorrow and forevermore
I'll be there
To love you so
You are my song...

--- YOU ARE MY SONG

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I can never be too grateful for this second chance with you.

I'll make it up to you, Baby.

I love you.

So in love with you.

Status Post Suicide Attempt

Thank you for saving my life, Jello.

Thank you for being my life.

You mean everything to me.

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Here comes the rain again
Falling from the stars
Drenched in my pain again
Becoming who we are

As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost
Wake me up when September ends...

Stop Breathing.

DEATH

–noun

1.the act of dying; the end of life; the total and permanent cessation of all the vital functions of an organism.

2.an instance of this: a death in the family; letters published after his death.

3.the state of being dead: to lie still in death.

4.extinction; destruction: It will mean the death of our hopes.

5.manner of dying: a hero's death.

6.(usually initial capital letter) the agent of death personified, usually represented as a man or a skeleton carrying a scythe.

7.Also called spiritual death. loss or absence of spiritual life.

8.Christian Science. the false belief that life comes to an end.

9.bloodshed or murder: Hitler was responsible for the death of millions.

10.a cause or occasion of death: You'll be the death of me yet!

11.Archaic. pestilence; plague.


Death...

A very seductive thought right now.

To run away from everything.

Freedom.

To let go of the fear of losing things.

Losing people.

Losing love.

Losing all that you thought will bring you meaning to life.

Losing life.

I can't wait.

I heart Laurene

I'll never be lonely again

Just as long as you stand by me now

And everyday I'll spend my time

Finding out why you're so special.

I love you, J... right up to the moon and back...

and across the universe. :)

Blah.

Woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

Cough and colds are making it worse.

I hate this day.

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Can you blame me if I feel this way?

Say you love me every waking moment,
turn my head with talk of summertime...
Say you need me with you now and always...
Promise me that all you say is true
That's all I ask of you....

First Day High

Superman loves Surfer Girl. :)