I have always considered myself a claustrophobic when it comes to work and relationships. I don't know how I do it, to be so attached and detached at the same time. No wonder my past relationships didn't work out well. Haha. Anyway, I was going through my "past" box and I happened to read my ex's letters. Most were written after fights, and she always complained about me being so distant. Am I really like that? I know I shun people away when I'm upset, when I'm angry but I think it's my way of keeping myself from doing something I might regret later on (which by the way, already happened, and I sincerely repented for that).
To make the story short, I think I'm on my way to being a convert. Yes, I found the right person I could be claustrophilic with. No more fear of restriction and suffocation. As for my internship, I'm still working on that. Maybe I was made to be a doctor after all. Only God knows.. :)
Things are looking up.
Thank you, Lord.
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