11.17.2006

Between My Heaven and Earth.

We are born to live the kind of life that we want. We only live once and yes, I'll live my life like this until the day I die.

I am a lesbian. It used to be "no labels" for me because I don't believe in categorizing things or even people. No such thing as homosexual or heterosexual. But people tend to be scared when they don't know what or who they are dealing with. So I chose this "tag". Lesbian.

I am a lesbian. I have been like this since I was 5 years old. I grew up thinking it was normal to be attracted to girls. But the world outside my perfect little box was kinda mean. It taught me the harshness of reality that being like this would be very challenging for me. Sure I tried to be "straight" but it really didn't work for me. After a string of heterosexual relationships, I gave up. No boy could really make me happy. No boy could make me smile and blush like a girl does.

I am a lesbian. I met her already, the girl of my dreams. The girl I want to spend the rest of my life with. She made me fall in love, she makes me fall in love every day. My sweet little heaven. My everything.

I am a lesbian. Having this label, I know it wouldn't be an easy life for us but I'd do my best to keep what we have right now because I love her. That's enough to make me fight for my life, my love.

I am a lesbian.

So come what may.

No comments: